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FEAR AND LOVELY

Anjana Appachana


A vibrant, wholly original novel about identity, family, desire and love, set in 1970s India.

Mallika is a painfully shy young woman growing up in the heart of a lively, sometimes stifling New Delhi colony. Though she is surrounded by love, Mallika's life is complicated by secrets that she, her mother and her aunt work hard to keep.

When she suffers a trauma aged nineteen that causes her to lose three days of her memory and slowly spiral into a deep depression, Mallika must find a way out of this abyss, back to herself and those she cares about. But she must also hide her mental illness from her community.

In a narrative that unfolds elliptically from the perspectives of Mallika and the seven people closest to her, the astonishing story of these characters' intertwining lives emerges. For Mallika's family, childhood friends and the two men she loves are also hiding truths. As each gives voice to contending with their own struggles, secrets and silences shatter.

As irreverent and funny as it is serious and anguished, Fear and Lovely is a tender, character-driven story of love, longing, terror and healing that will keep you turning pages, and won't let you go.

READER REVIEWS FOR FEAR AND LOVELY

'You feel you get to know these characters so well, you just adore them all. Since finishing this book, I have missed them.'
L. Asch Greenhill, Goodreads
'I’m so happy I took a chance with this book ... An absolute beauty!'
Charleigh R, NetGalley Reader Review
'a story that's relateable, a langauge that is beautifully constructed and leaves you awestruck and an emotional impact that is longstandting'
bookbuchboi, Facebook
'This is an amazing book, just buy it, and sit back and enjoy the ride. A massive five shiny stars from me'
Michelle C, Net Galley
'A round of applause for this author because the literary genius at work here is impeccable... What an experience this was. I'm in awe'
A. Bawa-Allah, Netgalley
PRESS REVIEWS FOR Fear and Lovely

'Trauma, forgiveness, hope, marriage and the shame around mental health are all explored in this beautiful, complex and funny story set in 1970s New Delhi. It's the first novel from Appachana in 20 years and one to be savoured'
- Stylist (Big Fiction Books for 2023) 

'Tender and poignant'
- Woman's Weekly 

'Love, longing, terror and healing all come into play in Anjana Appachana's New Delhi set novel, Fear and Lovely'
- The Handbook (a 'best new book release arriving this month') 

'A story written with confidence and panache, sprinkled with humour'
- TripFiction 

'Some novels melt your heart. For me, this is one of them. Anjana Appachana's Fear and Lovely is beautiful, wise, funny and deeply moving. It's bursting with emotion, truth, secrets and love, all written with such insight and tenderness. I loved it'
- RACHEL ELLIOTT  

'Appachana's gifts are extraordinary, her sympathies humble and unsparing, her subtlety and wit true heart-shifters. Fear and Lovely is one of the best books you'll read this year, next year, last year... A once-in-a-lifetime achievement'
- JUNOT DIAZ  

'Fear and Lovely is a brave and beautiful cautionary tale about the corrosive impact of unaddressed trauma and the healing power of love.'
- Elisa M. Speranza, author of THE ITALIAN PRISONER  

'Entertaining and sophisticated... Fear and Lovely underscores the importance of accepting those we love even when we can't fully understand their decisions, actions, or the invisible language of their hearts'
- Melissa Pritchard, Image 

Telling inconvenient truths. Pursuing individual happiness. Asserting the right to romance, sexual freedom, or at least sexual choice. Bringing pain to those who love you in order to heal. The ethical complexities of honoring oneself in the context of traditional Indian family life and the broader conventions and expectations of Indian society are richly delineated and tenderly explored in Fear and Lovely, an entertaining and sophisticated new novel by Anjana Appachana. Set in Delhi during the 1970s, this is a prismatic work, told through the perspectives of a multigenerational family and a tightly knit group of young friends, all of whom must respond to social changes brought on by the seductive new cultural influences of America. Characters begin to question assumptions about arranged marriages, doing the same work as one's father, and quietly enduring marital unhappiness and even sexual harassment, all for the perceived greater good of family and society.Do I speak up and disrupt tradition, or do I keep corrosive secrets to the point of amnesia and mental breakdown? Do I follow the wishes of loving parents and grandparents or strike out on my own? The main character, Mallika, bears the psychological and emotional brunt of these questions. Must I serve and please others, finding escape only in books, and thereby keeping the peace, maintaining the fabric of family and society? When is silence an act of loving discretion, and when is it a self-harming lie?To Appachana's credit, she offers no simple answers. Fear and Lovely simply underscores the importance of accepting those we love even when we can't fully understand their decisions, actions, or the invisible language of their hearts. In any society or time period, she suggests, to love less conditionally, to forgive and respect, may be the bravest choice of all.
Melissa Pritchard, Image

'This is a growing-up tale driven by dialogue, spoken and interior. A whole colony comes to life; the Delhi of the mid-late 1970s is mapped.'
- Mini Kapoor, The Hindu 

'The past, in Anjana Appachana's novel, is brought to pulsating life... Appachana is a wonderfully understated and charming writer.'
- Rimi B. Chatterjee, India Today 

'The past, in Anjana Appachana's novel, is brought to pulsating life... Appachana is a wonderfully understated and charming writer.'
Rimi B. Chatterjee, India Today

''A story written with confidence and panache, sprinkled with humour' '
- Tina from TripFiction Team, TripFiction 

'This is a delicious coming-of-age novel... The tenderness, the subterranean swell of desires, and the emotions that must be camouflaged all are portrayed with great perception and balance... This is a seasoned writer: a mistress of the deft touch, the understated.'
- Nandita Bose, Deccan Herald 

'Anjana Appachana's Fear and Lovely is a page-turner of the classiest order... This tale, in all its finest moments, brims with brilliantly placed wit and wisdom. It exposes some of the toughest complications of love, while moving the reader on a suspenseful journey spiced with lightness and depth. With a focus on India and America in the 1970s, the book captures the delights and dangers of family dynamics; the moods and jargon of an era; and the timeless tug of war between cultural tradition and inescapable change'
- Ann Hagedorn  

Anjana Appachana's Fear and Lovely is a page-turner of the classiest order. While delving into the unshakable challenges at the core of accepting what we cannot control, this tale, in all its finest moments, brims with brilliantly placed wit and wisdom. It exposes some of the toughest complications of love, while moving the reader on a suspenseful journey spiced with lightness and depth. At the same time, it captures the delights and dangers of family dynamics; the moods and jargon of an era; and the timeless tug of war between cultural tradition and inescapable change. The sharp, indelible main characters are so vividly portrayed that they seem real enough to miss after the reminder that there must be a last page. Thank you, Ms. Appachana, for your gift to us all.

Ann Hagedorn

'Full of spice and verve, the novel keeps the reader turning pages till the very end. It's a novel you don't just read. You start living in it'
- Veeksha Vagmita, Scroll 

'I consider Fear and Lovely a book to keep for life. That's because I love Mallika and the people who surround her...They are strong, funny, vulnerable, scared, annoying and real. I want them in my life forever... I hope to heaven that Anjana Appachana writes a sequel'
- The Asian Age 

AUTHOR LINKS

Anjana Appachana in conversation with Platform Magazine

Anjana Appachana interviewed in The Publishing Post: Remaining Faithful to Individual Truth and Cultural Perspectives in Fear and Lovely

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